Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a workman who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth. 2 Timothy 2: 15
After my last blog, it was all downhill from there. Work did not get easier. It got harder. On February 17th, I was terminated. The only words from the site manager was "Headstart is moving too fast for you." The only words on the paper given to me was that I didn't complete what was needed for my probation. As hard as it was for me to be "fired", I was relieved to be walking out the doors of that building. My Type A personality would have me still working there today being completely miserable and physically going downhill.
Some people thought I should have fought harder. Some people thought I should have pushed more to find out the "real" reasons as to why I was fired. I just knew I had prayed the week before that God would give me a sign as to whether or not to stay with the job and I felt peace instead of anguish when I was let go. I didn't need more than that. I didn't need to feel ashamed that God had other plans for me. The job helped get us through the Christmas season. It helped get us caught up on bills and I am not ashamed of any of that.
Where am I going from here? I spent several weeks praying and praying. I'm not saying that I didn't feel a huge since of rejection. (I am human.) Right now, I am in the process of taking the Leap of Faith and am in the process of going back to school. I have a course of action that I'm probably going to take but I'm open to a different calling. I have faith that God will show me what to do and where to go. "Plans to prosper me and not harm me." So that is the long and short of things. :0)
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